CountingStars

what's on your mind?    my life. my soul. my obsessions. my thoughts.

well damn.

well today I went through the most excruciating and confusing 15 minutes of my life.

I got a two month review at my new job.

Throughout these two months I’ve tried to get comfortable with the job and learn how everything is ran. Trying my best to absorb as much as I can and asking questions.

I thought I was doing good and that I kept getting better as days went by.

Apparently not. Not even a little. Not even close.

I’m not one to accept criticism with excitement but I absorb and learn. But I’m not even sure what this was….

Just to flat out tell me “you’re not at all what I expected you to be”
Excuse me?

To sit there and tell me that I’m pretty much not good at anything but to be on time?

To tell me that you can do what I’m supposed to do and more? and better?

I’m not going to go into details but this is not my first rodeo at a review, but I havent had anyone belittle me in such a hurtful way.

The worst is that you tell me all this now? But give me compliments on other days?

I know I made mistakes but I’m also not incompetent by any means.

I’m sorry I’m not like you.
I’m sorry I’m not meeting your high standards.
I’m sorry I haven’t worked here for so long like you and have had a lot of experience.

But as my superior you should correct me and give me constructive criticism. Not make me feel worthless.

— 19 hours ago
#well damn  #personal  #thoughts  #discouraged  #life 

with this I will be up to date, yay!

Day 12 - I’m reading this next
I’ve put so many pictures of this book already so I went with the inside of it. I started to read it last Christmas and I got extremely sick and wasn’t able to, then I just kept forgetting. So this time I’m definitely reaching for this next. 

Day 13 - I can’t wait for this
Dead but not for long III. This is going to be such a LONG and torturous wait. The second book just came out this year so I don’t even want to think how many years I have to wonder about what happens. 

Day 14 - Didn’t finish 
I’m halfway through and every time I want to start it back up I get distracted with other books. The struggle….. I’ll finish it soon, soon……

— 1 day ago with 2 notes
#books and cupcakes  #book photo challenge  #september book photo challenge  #day 12  #I'm reading this next  #day 13  #I can't wait for this  #day 14  #didn't finish 

In the midst of watching Sailor Moon Petite Etrangere and OH MY GOD THIS IS MY FAVORITE PART OF ALL OF TIME!!!!!!!!!

a HUGE HUGE thank you to miss dream for doing this.

I didn’t think I would like the musicals but now they are one of my favorite versions of sailor moon, if not my favorite!! 

— 2 days ago with 107 notes
#sailor moon musical  #sailor moon petite etrangere  #sailor moon petite etrangere spoiler  #sailor moon spoilers 

I was a slacker with this for the past few days, yet again. I think about it throughout the day and then it slips my mind.
In my defense, my new lego marvel game is just too awesome.
Anyways, here it goes!!

Day 9 - Favorite cover
I put a picture of these already, but only the spine. I love love love the covers of the special barnes and noble collectors edition I think they are? I just went to the website to see what they were called but couldn’t find them. Regardless, these are beautiful, I wish I would’de gotten the sherlock holmes one too.

Day 10 - I wish it ended differently
Okay so I almost got a headache thinking about this one. I know I have one but I can’t think of it to save my life. I probably read it during high school and that’s why I can’t remember. I haven’t read any books lately that dissapointed me. It also doesn’t help that I cant stare at my books to brainstorm since they are in boxes. So I unfortunately have to pass on this one.

Day 11 - Can I live here?
Japan!!!! This is a picture of my awesome Cardcaptor Sakura manga. I’ve become extremely interested in everything Japan related in the past year and a half, and I’ve loved their food for as long as I can remember. I definitely want to try and live there at some point in my life.

I’ll update the rest tomorrow.

— 2 days ago with 2 notes
#books and cupcakes  #book photo challenge  #day 9  #favorite cover  #day 10  #i wish it ended differently  #day 11  #can i live here  #books 
I just got the lego marvel superheroes game.Probably one of the best video game purchases I’ve ever made.Each level has mini clips that get you started and the amount of comedy….it’s just perfect.

I just got the lego marvel superheroes game.

Probably one of the best video game purchases I’ve ever made.

Each level has mini clips that get you started and the amount of comedy….it’s just perfect.

(via lego-minifigures)

— 4 days ago with 222 notes
#marvel  #lego marvel super heroes  #lego marvel  #ps3  #video game  #iron man is the best off course 
Day 8 - I cried….A LOT

It was between this one and Marley and Me. They were pretty close. I cried both with the book and the movie for both stories. But I think this one was a little more intense of a cry. I really don’t have much to say about this book. It speaks for itself. It’s amazing, just read it. And then watch the movie because it is equally amazing.

Day 8 - I cried….A LOT

It was between this one and Marley and Me. They were pretty close. I cried both with the book and the movie for both stories. But I think this one was a little more intense of a cry. I really don’t have much to say about this book. It speaks for itself. It’s amazing, just read it. And then watch the movie because it is equally amazing.

— 1 week ago with 2 notes
#books and cupcakes  #book photo challenge  #day 8  #I cried a lot  #john green  #the fault in our stars  #tfios  #just read it  #you wont regret it  #its amazing 

So I slacked this weekend because I was away from my computer so I’ll go ahead and do it all together in one post. 

Day 5 - Bookstack

These are just a few of the books I have out and not packed in boxes. I’m in the process of moving around cities so I had to pack most of my stuff, including my books, which broke my heart. But I was able to keep some of the ones that I really want to read/finish reading. 

Day 6 - Favorite series

This was a tough one because I’ve read so many series, but the very first one I read was the Maximum Ride series, so they are pretty meaningful to me. I read it while I was a teacher aid at the library in my high school (go figure! haha, this was MY ULTIMATE FAVORITE CLASS DURING HIGH SCHOOL, all I did was make copies for teachers, organized bookshelves and read A LOT. I pretty much went through the whole young adult isle). I haven’t gotten around to buying them so I had to get a bad quality picture from the internet. 

Day 7 - Character most like me

Another hard one to decide. Manga counts as a book right? Off course it does! So I’m no moon princess that is destined to the save the world, but I think out of all the books that I have read and can relate to, this is the closest. I’m a pretty clumsy person, have the hardest time waking up in the morning, eat like crazy, love to sleep and day dream, I’m nice to people even if they are rude/mean to me (unless they mess with my family or friends, then I won’t take it) and off course I talk to my cat (although she doesn’t talk back lol). It is the first series I watched as I kid, and it influenced my life a lot. 

— 1 week ago with 4 notes
#books and cupcakes  #book photo challenge  #day 5  #bookstack  #day 6  #favorite series  #day 7  #character most like me 

mylifeaskriz:

ruineshumaines:

Liz Climo on Tumblr.

this really cheered me up

hahahaha.

These made my day.

too cute.

(via penguintejas)

— 1 week ago with 531334 notes
#animals  #animal humor  #funny  #laughing  #penguins  #humor me  #queue 

newtypezaku:

STAB HIM IN THE FUCKING NECK USAGI

this comment is perfect. 

I laughed way too hard at this. 

(via eternal-sailormoon)

— 1 week ago with 47796 notes
#sailor moon  #sailor moon anime  #luna  #transformation pen  #stab him in the neck  #usagi tsukino  #queue